Crash

I’m scared     I see Saturn crashing

horizon bending     rings sending butterflies

out the newfound lips of road

and everything black and white

I find myself over the lights of the city

tightrope walking between sky-

scrapers    between crumbs of blueberry sky

I never felt so music     never felt crashing

into sound   the way body and city

collide naturally    I never felt butterflies

exit my mouth     never truly felt white

light until this night on the road

in the sky     in the city     on the road

wheels fly like beads into the sky

and I crash     black into white

right into headlights     right into Saturn crashing

to the ground     my lungs are butterflies

fluttering     heart murmuring     the muttering city

exhales me     I am no longer in the city

no longer attached to the road

gravity has fallen asleep     the butterflies

have vacated my stomach in search for the sky

and I     am sound    crashing

into the quivering moon     her white

dusty lips kiss me goodnight    white

summer kiss above the city

I shed my body     hear the distant crashing

two worlds converge on a narrow road

and I     I took my time in the sky

atoms scattering like butterflies

like roaring waves of butterflies

the warmest shade of white

shattered Saturn glides the naked sky

dissipating white     the city

sighs     urban breath uncaring     the road

swallows everything whole     I am crashing

the sky’s  receding     I am crashing

in a car on a city road

and all I see are white butterflies butterflies butterflies